Ok so i ended up going to trumans AGAIN on saturday because most of my friends were calling and texing me to head over there. At first i had plans with David since i havent seen or hanged out with him for a while and …well i canceled our plans due to his work and my schedual needs. It was fine with both of us to re-schedual for thursday of this week. Anyways we headed out as usual and said hi to everyone, courtney was there also who wanted to dance so badly since she was single and was trying to get her groove on.

Its suprising how many things can go on in a club so little.

• miguel trying to see if he can make the J thing work
• courtney just wanted to dance all night long
• doug wanted to ride behind me in the dance floor
• kris was just beeing WAY TOO NICE to people
• my head was thinking “dance dirty and dont fall” lol

In some point that night i felt like everyone knew what i was all about when it came to dancing and the way i am. It almost seem like they knew that i was just trying to give it my best and not give a fuck about what others think because i have shown them what i am about. Expecially with gay men who are looking for just a good time. My way of having a good time is dancing and just talking, not SEX.

The guy for me is not a dream guy but just a guy who knows its going to be there with me till the end.No regrets and knows what love is all about and you must be thinking ” your dreaming” but i always say “if you want good guys in this world you have to be one yourself”

I just hope it pays off for me……..THATS ALL i got. 😀 So for right now im going to dance it off like a whore but when it comes to fucking AROUND, i dont fuck around. 😀