After this weekend has passed i had managed to let go of alot of weight on my back that i’ve been holding and keeping inside and it stated to take affect on my outside picture and my friends notice it. I was not acting like myself and there was a reason why, even if i said it was one thing it was actually several things that bugged and i tried to hide it which im VERY BAD AT IT. lol

Anyways they noticed and made me laugh and tried to help me out on my task at work and try to cheer me up and it worked, then 2 friends told me to just have fun for a moment and take a step back and tell them both what was on my mind(with a little help)lol. Just telling them everything was like that feeling you get when you come out of the closet and i learned that sometimes “the dark isn’t what it seems” it opened my eyes to looks ahead and let go of things that i regret and put my food down in choices people do for me and take advantage of me. I guess i still need my balls to drop lol

But this is nothing and im ready to do what is best FOR ME because now i know that My regrets and choices have a meaning and its time to look ahead and not get stuck in the pass. I learned alot for just a few hours and i will always remember that moment when i faced one of the fears i faced once in the passed with mark.

Anyways IM GOING TO KILL SOME OVERTIME AT WORK AND IM FULL OF ENERGY STILL, MAYBE IT THE CAKE GABRIEL BROUGHT , but im hyped as fuck. 😀

I ALSO WANT TO TAKE JERO for playing a song for me when i felt like shit and i wanted to share it with everyone because it may help you too. Everything is bonito if you really think about it. WHEN YOU FEEL DOWN OR SAD JUST SHUT UP AND SAY THAT ITS BEAUTIFUL (OR BONITO) AND DRINK A BEER DAM IT. 😀

OR SUCK PENIS.