I guess ive been working my ass off this whole week so i could get that camera i always wanted and do what i like “shooting people” but with a camera of course, See that was my ORIGINAL PLAN. Then your parents go see that your are knocking overtime by more than 2 hours so they decide to clash into you and quote “we took care of you all your life,now its your turn” lol so MOTHER gets a nice car and 2 phones (for her and my little brother) and stacks herself up with a 400 dollar debt in credit cards and want me to take care of them.

At this point im biggining to feel very much like an asshole. I guess part of me really wants to just go back to school,photograph people,draw,fix computers but it really pisses me off that money is the only thing getting on my way and NOW THAT I GOT IT, this!!! had to happend. Its no big deal but im never going to go anywere if someone buys a BRAND NEW CAR and wants to pay if off by 3 years with me helping them….(mother!).

Hopefully i got a plan and shift things a lit around this place, like JERO sais “Its one thing beeing fucked and getting fucked”

THINK THINK THINK CARLOS, THATS ALL IM GOIGN TO BE DOING THIS WHOLE WEEK. Im not upset im just planning my next move.