I wanted to see jamie and spend time with him at the club but he doent do the dancing,so i just danced with my firneds and ofcourse miguel because hes a dam good dancer. I think jamie got upset when i danced with miguel or something because he wanted to go home and gave me the “i have to shop tommorow with my mother” which is ok but i still didnt like the fact taht he had to leave.

The truth is …i wanted to impress him to see how fun i can be,once i realised that i piss him off i when out ,right after he left so i can give him a kiss and say “i’ll talk to you tommorow” but he drove off……

Sad thing because that wasn’t going to stop me from reaching what i want or who i want.
I went to mishiwaka to any 24 hr store and bought roses and a card to show my affection,The fucken blizzard that we had that night didnt stop me. I tried looking for red roses but the dam store ran out of them,so i got pink,instead of white (cause they white ones were already dying) ANYWAYS……

took my time and drove like a maniac because i was glad that no cars were on the road, i got lost and stuck twince but didnt care.SOMEONE TOLD ME TO SHOW PART OF MYSELF TO THE ONE YOU LOVE THAT YOU NEVER SHOWN BEFORE, thats one thing i learned.

I’m affraid of change i know,but i know that change can also be good and i think thats one problem jamie has..”HE IS AFRAID OF CHANGE”. im going to show him that changing isn’t bad when you are with the person you love.