So when i meet him it was a day of clean mind and a wonder of anything and his eyes drew me directly to love Just staring at his eyes made me get lost and am wondering “how will my life will be like now”.So i notice how my simple life is goign to be just like it was before but with something better in it. The sensations is unstopable.

It was a distraction and im biting my nails by now and i want to be cured from this love that he put in my heart and i say to myself “he deserves to be happy more than any other people in this earth” so i stared at the ground and i left him like new behind me.

YOU WILL SEE HOW MY WOUNDS WILL HEAL AND SEE HOW LIFE IS GOING TO CONTINUE JUST LIKE IT WAS BEFORE.

I know the reason i got this feeling and i dont need a doctor to be healed and everythign will pass and make the sunshine rise once again, little by little i will bring my smile back to this ocean of i once belonged to and if my love speaks another language then i would let those words out and feel what i need to feel to be happy.

I will try to heal your broken soul but my hands are not fully healed themselfs from the past and we are both left broken in this dark ground so i keep trying and trying to fully heal you but theirs this part of your soul that just wont heal and i wonder “what can i do to make you like new” So i traveled the world and search in every rock and finally got the cure and when i return i dont see you anywere. Sudently this feeling i once had turned cold and my soul is no longer shinning wondering were my love had went and wondering were i could find it. I search yet again just to realized that i was weak and slowly waisting myself from the search before and gave up. Is it so hard to let distance and time come between us?

At first i got lost in your eyes and tried to block you from my heart, then i fell for you and let you in without warning healing your wounds and show you how wonderful life is…yet i keeped trying to make you happy that i lost myself in that journey and ended up losing myself and my love.
So broken and yet so weak , i try to get what is left of me and say what i once said before….

“YOU WILL SEE HOW MY WOUNDS WILL HEAL AND SEE HOW LIFE IS GOING TO CONTINUE JUST LIKE IT WAS BEFORE.”

but life’s not the same and by this time i realized that my nails i onced bit are healing but still have the scars from before and i tried to smile but that smile just turned into a lie that made me feel worse. So i cry and wish for another day to come and hoping for my love to come find me.

So till this day i will wait for you and i will not let you down, with this broken soul and these scars i promised to wait for you and hope you realized how much i tried to make you happy but yet lost what i loved the most doing it. Leason i leared was “you dont need something bad to happend for it to go down hill” and you dont need a reason to let someone love you and just do what is best….and soon you will see how that smile will come back and how that life you once had will come back and if HE DOES COME FIND YOU, MAKE HIM HAPPY AND NEVER DO ANYTHING TO HURT HIM.