So i didn’t end up watching or doing my date with shawn but i did try to make the best of my time and watched a movie with kenny “hellboy 2” and it was kind of worth ur money if you got nothing else to do. I also ended up checking some cars out and try to see what would fit me even if i didnt have money lol. Its fun to pretend right?

On the same day (Friday) i was going to finally go out to drink at this bar and TURN MY CAR ON,DROVE IT IN THE BLOCK AND IT DIED. I was so freaked out because i didnt want my car to die and i was calling people to help me push my car. It was nice of strangers to try and help me but i just told them “i live so close its not even worth calling a toll-truck. I also keeped getting spoted by police and asked me if this was my car. BEN finally came to my rescue and we pushed my car to the side and ask me if it was the Gas ” i dont know but we can try to get some gas,oil,cooling liquid to see if it runs” so we did and it DIDNT WORK. After that i gave up and we pushed the car to my house. Then i remembered that KENNIES HUSBAND was coming to elkhart on SATURDAY and so called kenny to see if JARRET can see my car.

SO ON SATURDAY he came and he just opend the back of my car,took some plastics off and pushed some buttom and it turned on,which made me SOOOOO happy. The rest of saturday we spend it fishing with kenny and jarret and also played games in MEGA PLAY which kicked ass. At night it was funnybone “it was funny” and then trumans with MOTHER,SISTER and her Husband. I was happy to see them go in and meet alot of my friends but i didnt see shawn and i really wanted my family to atlest see how HANDSOME HE LOOKED and that smile that drives any guy crazy.But i didnt see him and he was stuck at home which sucked ass. After a few hours we danced and drank and my family left and i keeped dancing and doing my thing. A saw shawns EX (doug) an few times and he said hi and i have to day HES A REALLY NICE GUY and im alright with him if hes alright with me “you know?” Anyways i was waisted and i started to feel bad that shawn was not here and i count see him smile ….

SO THIS CRAZY BITCH LEFT TO BUY SOME ROSES AND DROVE TO GOSHEN and left them in his door step. I got home to sleep for 2 hours and then it was SUNDAY AND FISHING TIME WITH THE ST8 GUYS.

FISHING WAS BAD ASS AND WE GOT SO WET because the waves were coming in, i layed on the sand and tried to dry up,fell asleep and GOT BURNED,Shawn did text me about the roses and wanted to spend the day with me but i was already in michigan fishing and felt bad because he wanted to spend time (and i did too) we didnt catch shit except for shinners and some smaller fish and we my friends did go swimming except for me.After a few hours in the fun and more sun burn i left home with pain in my skin and sleeed all to avoid it.

WHAT A FUN WEEKEND,RIGHT? right now i just want to clean the bathroom and take a nap dam it. lol